How Summer Went From Bad to Worse

BTW my birthday is coming up. July 31st. Woop-te-do. I'l be 15. I bet I'll get A 5 dollar bill from my parents or something.

Oh, and whoever gets my 1000'th page view, tell me and I'll draw anything you want me to and upload it to my account.

This was actually written before I posted it - So some events may have changed since.
-written on the way home from my sisters place-

Oh and FYI Be prepared to read A wall of TXT.
-------------------------------------------------
EDIT July 23rd: Out of my boredom I have created A Myspace page - take A look. If you have A Myspace, place add me. I've also moved the Chaos Reaction: Book 2 Chapter 1 to my last Jurnal to save needed space. Thanks.


------------------------------------------------
EDIT July 16th: I have orginised my Devotions and my Favorates. I have also added comments to each one, so go and enjoy...
------------------------------------------------

Well, I am very depressed. I'm writing this because I don’t have A pencil or paper to draw with, and have no other way to convey my sadness otherwise. So... I suppose I need to start at the beginning of this terrible mess I call life...

It started on A Tuesday morning, I had gone to see my new doctor and have him verify my autistic traits. He said I did have some form of Autism and recommended that I start on A certain diet to help my autistic traits go away. This was the first big downer, as most everything I like happens to be on the "do not eat" list. Than he says he wants me on this medication "Melatonin" to help me sleep. Now yes, sometimes I have sleep issues, but these are caused by my dog. Anyhow I took the pill before I went to bed that night and had problems breathing though the entire night. Not that I couldn’t sleep, just had shortness of breath. The next night, same thing, but not quite as bad. Than, the night Before our trip, I take the medication only to find myself awake at 2:00, itching all over. I didn’t get much sleep after that, and I finally got up enough courage to wake my mom up at about 5:00. She was cranky, but she was clearly able to see the rashes and hives that had broke out. my mom suggested I take Benedril and go back to sleep. Well, I took the Benedril - and it worked, and was able to sleep for about 3 hours.
Than it started coming back. What made it worse was we didn’t have any more benedril until that night, so I was itchy all day.

Did I mention my mom made me get A haircut? I thought I looked good with the hair covering my forehead. I just wanted it shortened a little - but my mom thought other wise. I came out of this with annoyingly short hair - I don't like it. XP

We got to my sisters, picked her up and drove about  30 out to our hotel. It was A nice hotel, but we were in and out in a jiffy, and I’d have rather stayed. Anyhow we go to this "fair" and there’s like 3 rides, only for little kids, and A band I'd never even heard of. There were barely any booths there, none of which were worth looking at, so we start walking down town. Seeing this was a small town, we were able to go from one place to another. There was a few stores we went by, and some of them I wanted to visit. But no, my sister doesn’t like it, so we move on.

We finally find A book store. I go in, I look, than I start reading something, and than my sister shoves me out of the store. We hadn’t even been there a minute. Anyhow, we head back to the hotel, and than my sister, me, my brother and my dad go game hunting to find A game for her. I went to find A copy of TWEWY, Kingdom Hearts, and maybe even Katamari. But mostly I went to have fun. Oh, and what "fun" we had.

We went to the few stores that carried them. One of these places was "Ace Pawn shop". They had A nifty collection of stuff, even A *Rare* Sega Nomad (I own one of these myself.). But before I could take A better look, my sister complains that "she owns Brawl and Fire Emblem*, and she doesn’t have a wii, so she wants to sell them for A DS" (Again, this would be her third DS)

*My sister sold her old DS lite to get the family Super Smash Bros Brawl, and Fire Emblem for herself.

So everyone looks at me because I'm the only one with money. My sister will let me "buy the game" from her for 30$, but I'm already saving that money for some other things, and I’m not usually the one who gets to play the game in the first place, it's usually my little brother. When I say "I can't afford it, my little brother and older sister both get angry with me. Well, there went the "fun" factor.

We arrived back at the hotel for a little bit, but than we went out to that same fair from Before - but this time to see fireworks. Well, the fireworks lasted 2 whole minutes. It was like 10 fireworks, that was it. and during this time people were running around drunk with no pants on (just boxers). Just horrid.

That night my sister and little brother argued for about an hour as to who would get the 2 person king size bed. My sister complained that she’s "to old to Be sleeping in a bed with my little brother, who is 10. Besides, I (my sister) don't have a comfy bed to sleep in every night." my little brother could only counter with "A inflatable bed is too hard for me." it was like this for what felt like an hour, but was probably 20 minutes. I slept on the couch. I didn’t want to argue, or get blamed for making them angry. At least I got SOME sleep that night.

Yesterday morning was annoying. No one bothered to get me up in the morning, so I went down to breakfast with my sister, who was the only one to tell me. We ate, and went to the mall. The first thing we did was visit the arcade. I looked around at the colorful machines and than at my sister, who was more than expecting to win A Wii in the **Stacker arcade game.

**She once won A Zune in one of these, but sold it to get A DS lite, which if you read earlier she also sold.

Anyhow, she didn’t win, and we were out just like that. I never even got to touch an arcade machine. Next stop was Game Stop. They had every game I want... And that was the problem. My parents said no up until my sister wanted to leave, than finally gave me the okay to buy the game I wanted... But which one? I wanted all of them... It took me to long to make up my mind, and I was urged to move on. I regret not making a purchase, because I need some new entertainment.

Anyhow we were in and out like that. We went to the Photography center next and had our family pictures taken. It took for ever to do this, and I hated doing it. While we were near we went to Target and got some things. While we were there, I showed my little brother were the pokemon cards were. About 30 seconds later my dad Comes in and tells him its time to go. Than he starts yelling something like this, just to give you an idea of how depressing this is, and remember that this was in the store too: "WHY DID YOU HAVE TO SHOW ME THE POKEMON CARDS, WHY SAM! In a very angry voice, and than he marches out the door. He kicked my seat the while time.

meh.
So, we had dinner, came back, etc. And than went to one last game store. There my sister found A Final Fantasy for Game boy Advance and she bought it. She is playing it using my dads GBA - something temporary until my sister can afford her own GBA/DS.

So, back at the hotel. We weren’t having any fun at all, and my little brother is throwing a fit. So my parents and sis let me to deal with him, while they got some junk food and A DVD game - press your luck. (one of my all time favorite game shows, also known as whammy.)
So, they came back with this stuff and I actually had fun for about 20 minutes - and than my sister, who was laying on the bed, started to cry. Donno why, but by doing this we had to call the game quits and roll in for the night.

This morning NO ONE got me up, and even though some of them had already had breakfast, we went to Elmer’s. Yum. I haven't had A anywhere near descent breakfast for a very long time. I didn’t have fun, but my taste buds thanked me for something not nearly as dull as Kix or Trix. Than we headed back to my sisters place, and dropped her off. Said our goodbyes, and are now on our way home.

The reason I'm writing this is because on the trip home I started thinking... And my thoughts became darker, and before I knew it I was asking myself Emo questions. I'm tired. I'm gonna try to sleep now.
-------------------------------------------------